Meet Your Inner Child

The White Channel is a child who is a natural medium very connected to the other side but was shamed into shutting down her abilities. She is often very afraid to open up, receive, and share her gifts in a bigger way. Instead she hides behind the identity of a calming caregiver because she learned that she needed to be who others needed her to be at the expense of being her true self. She learned that it wasnt safe to be and share ALL of her so she adapted into playing small and walking on egg shells. The most predominant emotion of this inner child is shame. What she wants the most is to be SEEN acknowledged and told its OK to feel shame and want to close off from the world…to be told that shes not the only one feeling this way. She wants to open more when she doesn’t feel forced. Validation of where and who she is is VERY important to her.

The Purple Sight is a child who is a natural born seer. She has always had the ability to see things others don’t. Because she saw things she became a threat to others and ultimately to herself. She Learned to believe that she must be crazy because she was the only one seeing what others were unwilling to acknowledge. She learned to deeply distrust her own guidance system and abandon her truth for the sake of receiving love. She learned to forfeit her own identity in exchange for other’s comfort.This inner child often shows up in the middle of personal relationships and jobs willing to do and sacrifice anything for validation that she’s not wrong for what she sees. The most predominant feeling of this inner child is distrust which can also spiral into frustration and grief. What she wants the most is validation that she doesn’t have to trust if she doesn’t want to and to fully be who she was born to be.

If your inner child is a Blue Sound she is a natural born self expressive leader. She has the ability to lead people to greater levels of authenticity and freedom through self expression. Her emotional sensitivity has always been heightened and in need of extra care and presence. Care and presence she did not receive due to her level of self expression being seen as ‘too much’ The message this inner child received was that she was wrong for feeling the way she felt and learned to eventually shut off from all the emotions that seemed to be ‘too much’ She often shows up when shes feeling ignored and shut down in her work and relationships. She learned to distract from feeling not enough by immersing herself in work relationships and other addictions. The most predominant feeling of this inner child is anger and sadness. She often fluctuates between the two judging herself for feeling. What she wants the most is unconditional presence and to be told that its OK to feel the way she feels.

If your inner child is a Green Heart she is born with the ability to deeply connect on a heart level. Because she was so heart connected and full of love she chose to be born into a family who were completely disconnected from their hearts. She chose to come in as a light in the darkness where she learned to carry the burdens of her family and be the love they never had. She learned to carry and absorb their pain as her own so now as an adult shes still carrying them into her relationships and her career. She doesn’t know how to not carry the pain of the world. That’s all shes ever known so she often suffers from depression, grief, sadness, and anger while still being able to access compassion and love in the midst of it all. She truly is a light in the dark even to this day. What she wants the most is for her pain to be seen, held, and loved in the way she has done for others. To be seen in this way ultimately by you. 

If your inner child is a Yellow Sun she is born with the ability to naturally lift others up through pure joy and freedom. She is like a sun flower on a bright beautiful day but because she was so bright she became a threat to those around her who had forgotten their joy. She learned to dim herself down, play small, and feel wrong for wanting to play and be happy. She learned to complain and protect herself by expecting and planning for the worst. She thought if she planned for the worst that she would lessen the blow of the disappointment she constantly felt in connection with others. The predominant emotion she feels is worry and anxiety and secondary depression and fear as a result of always having to make sure she’s prepared for the worst. What she wants the most is to feel validated in her fear and worry and to be given permission to let go of worry so she can return to her natural state of joy and freedom.

If your inner child is an Orange Spark she was naturally born with a fiery passion. She’s a natural leader, innovator, and revolutionary starter. Her fire was often overwhelming for those who raised her. They just didn’t know how to nurture a fire they had put out in their own hearts. She learned to squelch her own fire to keep others safe since she was often blamed for hurting others with her blunt honesty and sharpness. She learned that it was too big of a risk to be herself and that being herself meant burning and hurting others. She was surrounded by those who didn’t know how to take responsibility and used blame as a protection mechanism. The most predominant emotion she feels is confusion and anger. She feels confused often wishing she was different and feeling angry at feeling powerless to do anything about it. What she wants the most is to be held told its ok to feel confused. To feel validated and told that she didn’t do anything wrong.

If your inner child is a Red Arrow she was naturally born with a deep sense of direction and purpose….like a mini mother earth. She is deeply connected to the earth and her physical body…more than most. She learned that her body was not hers through potential sexual trauma or disregard. She witnessed others not caring for their body and learned how to do the same. Because others were very harsh with her and didn’t respect her boundaries she learned to abandon her boundaries and sense of direction. She learned that her purpose was to be who she thought others needed her to be so their purpose became her purpose. The most predominant emotions she feels is fear and sadness. Fear of everyone and everything and sad that they don’t seem to notice or care about her. What she wants the most is to be told that everything will be OK. To be told its OK to be afraid and sad.