That Smile Though

I was just hanging out with Jimin one day, when I saw a flash of color pass us. I saw a man with mint colored hair. I kept staring. I didn't even know why. "Jungkookie? JUNGKOOK!" Jimin said trying to get my attention. "Yes, Jimin?" "I see that Min Yoongi has caught your attention~" "You know him?!" "Yeah, we met on Instagram!" "Can you introduce me?" "Sure!"

Jimin and I were going to hangout with Taehyung at a cafe. "Hey Jungkook, how are your classes going?" "They're going gre-" I saw a flash of color pass us. I saw a man with mint colored hair. I kept staring. I didn't even know why. "Jungkookie? JUNGKOOK!" Jimin said trying to get my attention. "Yes, Jimin?" "I see that Min Yoongi has caught your attention~" "You know him?!" "Yeah, we met on Instagram!" "Can you introduce me?" "Sure!" 
 
"Hey, Yoongi-hyung!" "Oh. Hey Jimin. What a shock to see you here." "Yep! My friend here saw you and got attached to you, right Jungkookie?" "What?! Don't say it like that... That sounds weird.." "Oh who's your friend there Jimin?" "Oh this kid? His name is Jeon Jungkook!" "Hello, nice to meet you." I said bowing. "Whoa no need to bow. If you're friends with Jimin then you're good. Hey, could I have your phone number?" "Uh, sure!"

I was so happy I have his phone number! When I got home I stared at his contact for hours. I wanted to call him. I stared my phone for two hours now. Suddenly my phone began to ring.

"Hello, it's this Jungkook?" "Uh, yes!" "Would you like to hangout tomorrow? I'm free, are you?" "Yeah, I am! And I would love to hangout!" "Okay meet you at the park at 1:00 PM." "Okay~ bye hyung!" "Bye." *call ends* I smile. 'I get to hangout with him!'

Author's Note: This is a longer chapter! Read at your own risk!! Hope you enjoy~~
 
I woke up at six in the morning. I just couldn't sleep anymore! I am going to hangout with Yoongi-hyung. I got up, brushed my teeth, washed my face. I quickly got dressed. I made a simple breakfast. It was only 7:18 AM when I was finished with all of that. I decided to do the laundry. After I finished that, it was 7:43 AM.

Then I walked into my room. I drew for awhile. When I looked back on the clock, it was 8:37 AM. My phone started to ring. 'Is it Yoongi-hyung?!' I quickly picked up. "Hey Jungkookie! Want to go for a morning run?" It was one of my annoying hyungs, Jimin. "You disappoint me.." "Hey! You were the one who told me I should exercise! So I am dragging you with me! Meet me at my house in five minutes!"

After that I hung up. I slipped on my jogging shoes. It was 8:59 AM, when I got to Jimin's house. I rang the doorbell. "Hi Jungkook. Do you mind if Taehyung comes too?" The other annoying hyung is coming too?! "I don't really mind.." "Yay!" a voice said from behind Jimin. "Come on Tae! We're leaving!!" Jimin said.

By the time we started running it was 9:18 AM. By the time we finished it was 9:54 AM because Taehyung had to pet every dog we saw. And there were quite a lot. I got home at 10:04 AM. I then decided to watch some TV. When I finished, the time was 11:45 AM. 
 
I got hungry so I decides to have brunch (breakfast and lunch). By the time I finished brunch it was 12:11 AM. I played some video games after that. I got tired of playing, the time was 12:52 PM. I got ready. 'Finally! I have learned how to waste time..' I walked out the door.

I got to the park at 12:57 PM. I see Yoongi-hyung. He waves. I wave back. When he walks up to me, he said, "Hey Jungkook... You want to play basketball?" I nodded my head viciously. We walk to the basketball court. We talked on the way there. I told him about what I did before this. "Was it too late? The time I scheduled? I'm sorry.. I usually wake up late so that time was for my benefit.. I'm sorry.." "Oh no! That's not true! I usually wake up at 9:00 AM, it's just today I was to excited." I said awkwardly. I giggled nervously. Yoongi-hyung grinned. Ba-dump. 'Did my heart skip a beat?!'

We played a few rounds of basketball. Yoongi-hyung is quite good! I haven't played any sports since high school.. We were resting right now. Yoongi-hyung laughed out of nowhere. "Jungkookie, have you ever just done something ridiculous in your life?" "Yeah, of course I have.." "I remembered back when I was in high school.. I play basketball a lot. I also had this crush on a senior. They played basketball a lot so I decided to join the basketball club." I stare at Yoongi-hyung. He had a distant look. He was slightly smiling. "So when I joined the club, I worked really hard to get my senior's attention." I stare at Yoongi-hyung. He smiles weakly. "That's one stupid thing that I've done.."

From then on, Yoongi-hyung and I would meet up anytime we were free. I would catch myself staring at him. His hair was damp, sweat glinting in the sun. "Did you see that Kookie?" "Yeah!" He shot a perfect basket. Although he does that a lot, I am still amazed. "Why don't you play with me Kookie?" "I-I-I don't have to, right?" "Yes you do! Come on. One game?" "Fine.. I'll beat you though~!" "We'll see about that!"

One day, Jimin called Yoongi-hyung, me, Taehyung, and three other people out. When we met up, everyone knew each other. I didn't know anyone there besides Yoongi-hyung, Jimin, and Taehyung... (Creator-chan: Notice the order Jungkook puts them in~) Then Taehyung pulled me over and introduced me to a black hair guy. He looked the same age as me, but I may be wrong. "This is Jungkookie! This kid is shy so, it might take a while for him to open up!" Taehyung said jokingly. "Oh nice to me you Jungkook! My name is Kim Seokjin! I am the oldest out of all of us, despite how I look~" "Really?! I was born in 1997." "Then you would be the youngest!" "Really?" "Yep!" Then Yoongi-hyung walked over. "Hey Kookie! Talking to Jin, huh? Is he weird?" "No, not at all." I am glad I got to meet these hyungs!"

After I met Namjoon, Jin, and Hoseok-hyung, I noticed that Yoongi-hyung started to become more busy. Whenever I was free, he was not. And when he was free, I was not. I haven't seen Yoongi-hyung for a week now. We text very often, but it's not the same.. I miss him.


One day, I checked my social media and saw a picture of Yoongi-hyung and Jimin hanging out. I stared at the picture. 'Why..?' I thought. 'Why? Why do you always look at Jimin..? What about me?' By instincts, I threw my phone against the wall. In anger and sadness, I sat there in silence. I felt a warm stream of tears on my face.

Yoongi-hyung finally calls me a week later (Author-chan: Yes, he got his phone fixed). I missed talking to him. His voice. He asked if I was free the next day. Shockingly, I was free the next day. He chuckled, hearing my cheerful reply. "I missed you Jungkookie." "I missed you too, hyung."
 
The next day we met up in our usual spot. He smiled, waving at me. I happily waved back. After a few rounds of basketball, Yoongi-hyung asked me if I still wanted to hang out. I lightly answered yes. We went to a cafe. We were talking without interruptions until Taehyung and Jimin spotted us. "Hey Yoongi! Hey Kookie!" Jimin said. "Hey Jimin. Are you on a date with Tae?" Yoongi asked, teasing the two. Tae quietly laughs. Jimin shakes his head quickly. "No. Tae and I made a bet. If I won, then he had to treat me to dinner. If he won, then I had to treat him to lunch. And he won, I lost." Yoongi-hyung laughs at Jimin, who was pouting. Knowing that he really dislikes losing.

After lunch, the four of us starting hanging out. Tae and I quietly follow Yoongi-hyung and Jimin, who were laughing loudly in front of us. Then Tae broke the silence by saying, " Don't you think Jimin likes Yoongi-hyung?" I glanced at him. Then asked, "But don't you like Jimin?" Taehyung quickly covered my mouth. "How do you know?" "It's kinda obvious." "It is?!" I nodded. "And you like Yoongi-hyung, don't you?"
 
I nodded. Tae looked at me, as a sad expression takes over me. Taehyung hugs me a bit. I calm down. We both knew that the ones we loved will never love us back. Tae gave me a sad smile. Then Yoongi-hyung and Jimin turn back. "Hey! If you guys don't stop hugging, you guys will be left behind!" Jimin said purposely teasing us. We quickly ran up to them.

Ever since I found out that Tae liked Jimin, we tried to help each other gain enough confidence to actually try to confess to our crushes. Tae thinks that I have more confidence, but honestly, I don't. I don't have any confidence. 
 
Yoongi and I still meet up every weekend, to play basketball. It's starting to become winter. He would wear more outfits that suit him better. But I realized that the more I'm with him, the more I like him. One weekend when me and Yoongi-hyung met up again, something hit me. 'I have to tell him today... I can't hold back these feelings.. I think I could be ready for rejection, or can I?' 

Right after I went home, I called Tae. 'I need to tell him first.' He picks up. The first thing I hear is his muffled cries. "Tae! What's wrong?!" "I-I-I.." Tae tried to say as he cried. "Calm down.. speak slowly.." "I-I conf-confessed to Jimin and he l-liked someone else." Tae said calmer than before. I became speechless. Then I say, "I'll confess to Yoongi-hyung too." "Jungkookie... Good luck.." "Thanks, Tae." Then he hung up. 
 
I quickly found Yoongi-hyung's phone number and called it. He picked up a few moments later and said, "Hey, what's up Kookie?" "Can we meet up right now?" "Uh.. yeah. Usual spot?" "Yeah." "Okay, see you there." Yoongi-hyung answered and hung up.

(Author-chan: Get ready for feels.)
 
I walked to the park. We met at the usual spot. I had called Yoongi-hyung because I wanted to confess my feelings for him. After a few minute, he came. He dressed warmly. It was winter. Cold little snowflakes drizzled down from the sky. He had a smile on his face. He ran up to me and said, "What's wrong, Jungkookie?" When he said that I realized that I was tense. I calmed down. 'I need to tell Yoongi-hyung..' I prepared myself for whatever may happen. 
 
"I know this may be sudden, but I like you.." He stared at me, emotionless. He slowly replied, "Sorry Jungkookie.. I can only see you as a friend.. I am also in love with Jimin.." He said gently, warmly. But I felt cold, I was on the verge of tears. I was about to cry, I thought I was prepared for this. For rejection. Yoongi-hyung looked really concerned. "I am so sorry.." Yoongi-hyung muttered. He slightly hugged me. I buried my face into his soft jacket. 'This is rejection..'

Suddenly Yoongi-hyung's phone started ringing. I let go, wiping my tears with my hoodie sleeve. He picks up. "Hello? Ah.. sorry.. ah, yes! Okay. see you soon. Bye." Yoongi-hyung turns back to face me. I bet I look horrible right now. "Sorry Kookie. I have to go.." Suga then muttered softly, "I'm sorry..." He walked away. 
 
I shiver from a sudden gush of winter wind. 'Right. I don't have a jacket.' I thought to myself. A cold water droplet fell on the left shoulder of my hoodie. Then it started to pour. I quickly ran back home. I dropped my soaked wet shoes on the floor and walked to my room. I bury my face into my pillow and softly cry. 'The feeling of rejection.'

When I woke up the next morning, I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I was shocked at how I looked. I looked like I never even cried. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I walked back into my room. I picked up my phone and called Taehyung. "Hey Kookie. So?" "He rejected me. He said he liked Jimin. I already knew this would happen. I knew it." Taehyung sighed, sounding worried. "You want me to come over?" "Yeah.." I answered. "Okay, I am coming over right now. Bye." He hung up.

When Taehyung got into my house, he ran up to me and hugged me. "Jungkook, are you okay? Are you sure you cried? I mean, no offense, but you don't look like you did." "I did cry." I looked at Tae. "Tae.. I don't know what to do anymore.." Taehyung looks at me, concerned. My eyes start stinging. "...Jungkookie..." Taehyung whispers as he hugs me tighter. "I don't know what to do either. But if Jimin wants to just be friends, I am fine with that. No matter how much it hurts for me, I just don't want Jimin to hurt." I understood Taehyung's logic, but I still love Yoongi-hyung.

"Yoongi-hyung.. Yoongi-hyung!" I started to run towards him. I quickly wrapped my arms around his waist. He wraps his arms around my arms. "Jungkookie.. Kookie.." I closed my eyes, while taking in the familiar smell of Yoongi-hyung. Then I realized my arms were empty. "Yoongi... Yoongi-hyung? YOONGI-HYUNG?!" My eyes suddenly shot open. Taehyung, who was sleeping next to me. "Was that a dream?" I whispered. Taehyung rubs his eyes and smiled. "Good morning, Kookie!"

(Author's Note: I do not ship Vkook! Just sayin'!)

"Morning Taehyung." I said, trying to get back to reality. Taehyung smiles, so I smiled back. He must have noticed something because after I smiled he immediately frowned and said, "Is something wrong, Kookie?" I shook my head. Then Taehyung looked at me with a 'I know you're hiding something' face. I sighed and told him. "Ohh! So kind of a nightmare?" "Yeah.. kinda.." "Oh poor Kookie.." he said while hugging me. "Oh I have to go now! Sorry Kookie!" "No, it's fine. Go do what you have to do." "Oh okay Kookie. Bye!"

I decided to text Yoongi-hyung. I was nervous. It had been forever, at least it seems. I texted him saying, "hey" He replied two seconds later saying, "hi kookie." I felt tense, stiff. I don't know what to say. I looked at phone one more time before putting it down, screen first on the cold counter and sighing. I heard a notification. I picked up my phone again. It said, Yoongi-hyung texted: "Are you seriously not answering? I bet you're confused. You're nervous. Can we just talk like we used to?" I hurriedly unlocked my phone and texted, "i am sorry hyung. You were right. I was confused and nervous. I would love to talk again. hyung."

My phone suddenly started shaking. Yoongi-hyung called me. Oh my goodness! Why is he calling me now?! I frantically answered the call. 'What am I thinking? What am I getting myself into?' "Hi Jungkookie. I miss your face." "Is that how you usually greet people?" "No, sorry. I am just nervous." I just watched him and smiled. "Aw. You should smile more. You're cuter that way." I feel my face grow red. Like red paint smeared across my face. My face felt like it was on fire. He shows his adorable gummy smile. "Jungkook, you're cute when you're blushing too." He giggles at his own words. "Thanks for flattering me. Gosh hyung. It's like you like me now." I said teasingly. "Kookie, can we meet up at 7:35 PM at the usual spot?" "Uh sure. But don't forget to wear a jacket, hyung." "Yeah yeah. I'm not a kid you know." I laughed, "Yeah. Meet you there."

I ran out of the house. I waited for him in our usual spot at the park. He comes running. "Jungkookie.. I have something to tell you.." "Yeah..?" "I don't like Jimin anymore.. I realized that I loved you. You'd always be in my head. Whenever I see you smile, my head goes crazy. Whenever you laugh, I want to hug you. So please Jungkookie.. Give me one chance.." My vision starts to blur. Tears form in my eyes. "Jungkookie?!" "Yes.. Of course, I'll give you a chance."
 
l started to cry, Yoongi pulled me into a warm embrace. He ran his hands through my hair. He looked at me. He smiled. That smile though. Yoongi-hyung barely smiled, but he always smiled when he was with Jimin.. I always wonder when he would look at me with those eyes. Those sweet happy eyes. His face started to get closer to my face until our faces were only an inch apart. He gently kissed my lips. I could feel the heat on my face increase. 
 
"I love you Jungkookie." 

It's been months, close to a year since Yoongi and I started dating. Today is Valentines Day, so I wanna do something special for him! I called Taehyung to talk to him about what he is doing with Jimin. "HeY KoOKie! I aM BuSY RiGHt NOw! BuT WHaT dO yOu NeEd?" Taehyung screamed. I cringed from the noise level. "Tae, sorry to bother but what are you going to do for Jimin-hyung?" "OH JiMiN, I aM TaKInG hIm oUt foR DinNer!" Taehyung still screaming into his phone. "Oh that's nice, I don't know what to do for Yoongi yet." Taehyung just replied with an "OH!", still screaming of course. "Well thanks for the help Tae. Bye, I'm hanging up!" And then I ended the call. 'What is that hyung doing?' I asked myself. 

I decided to call Eomma Jin for help. "Hey Jin-hyung." "Uh.. Jungkookie, what's up? Wait, let me guess. You don't know what to give Yoongi, so you are asking for ny advice. Right?" "...Right..." "My advice is do something together that you BOTH like to do." "Thanks for the idea, but what?" "I don't know, you're the one that is in love with him." I loudly sighed into the phone. Jin chuckles and says, "Well, i got to go. Good luck~!" Then Jin hung up. 

It's already around dinner time and I still don't know what to give Yoongi... I sighed a bit too loudly because Yoongi backhugged me and whispered, "What's the matter Kookie?" I shivered from his breath being on my neck. He messes up my hair and smiles. "It's almost time for dinner~" Yoongi said in a sweet voice. "Yeah..." Yoongi immediately noticed something wrong, of course he did. He is the best boyfriend! "Hey, really. What's wrong?" "Nothing, I'm just super excited!" Yoongi smiled hearing me say that, although he probably knows something is wrong. 

The restaurant we went to looked fancy. Once we sat down, I looked at the menu. I almost choked seeing the prices. "Are you okay, Kookie?!" 'He said he would pay for everything!' "Yes. I'm fine, sorry to worry you." 'I love him so much...' 

After dinner, we took a taxi home. But when the taxi stopped, I realized that we weren't at home yet. Yoongi payed the driver and got off. I looked at him, confused. He smiled and motioned me over to him. I quickly thanked the driver and got out. Yoongi grabbed my hand. When the driver drove away, Yoongi hugged me. I quickly hugged back. He, then, backed away. I looked around and realized, again and noticed this was the place I first confessed to him. "Jungkook. I love you. We have been together for a while now. You've been my light in the darkness. My happiness. I just want to be with you forever. I want to be happy with you forever. Will you marry me?" Yoongi pulled out a ring. I was shocked. I felt rivers of tear flow down my face. "Yes! I love you too!" He smiles while I cry. Tears keep falling off my face. 
 
"Thank you, Jungkookie, for being my love."

Yay! And that's the end! I loved writing this! I might make a sequel! I hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it~! Thank you for reading~!